When I began this project, I gave very little thought to exactly "Who" might read it.
Call me naive I guess,but I really never thought that my thoughts and life such as it is, would interest people.
And SURE I know quite a few people, who in turn know even more people, and sure it's the "big ol internet".
and the whole world it seems is on Facebook, where I "send" each entry when it is done, but I am still a pretty "quiet" guy.and the thought that my "big old mess" of a life is "OUT THERE", perhaps being paraded in front of some I never intended (even somewhat anonymously, as I do not post my name or image here), has caused me to begin to wonder just how far I want to delve into my personal history and to evaluate "how much is too much?", and even if it is too late by now to "put the genie back in the bottle".I toy with 3 ideas now when I log in to this blog,.."go balls to the wall" and spill EVERY story in my life,( and should I do that, watch out people, there are some things that may surprise you). 2) tell just enough to keep things moving and somewhat compelling, and self censor and pick and chose the details. or 3) abandon this blog, shut the fuck up, and hope that people forget what they know and begin a new blog with my thoughts on Entertainment, News. and kill the "personal" stuff,
Problem is, the "personal" stuff is not only what people seem to like,as well as the "driving force" of this blog,
but believe it or not, I have yet to "scratch the surface" of some of the things I have gone through.
I also, do not want to fall into the trap of this becoming "poor,poor ME", rather I want to share these stories with a touch of humor, and maybe in the hope that some will say "wow, look at what he has gone through, I never knew or dreamed that about him" and " that explains so much about him I understand now"
currently, I know 5 people who "follow" this blog, but more than that read it. this is the point where I need to decide the "direction" of this blog before I go much further. please people, take a moment, leave a comment and tell me what you want to see, (you can do this anonymously, I do not even have to know who you are)
have I gone "too far" into "TMI Land" or do you want more? does this come across as " whining" and "bemoaning my situation"? ( a quality I have often been told I have, yet seldom recognize in myself) should I do complete 180 here and change the topics all together? if you have enjoyed this so far, now is the time to tell me. sound off below. I want this blog to have humor as well as drama.
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